20080417-Safely Sorry

I am thinking of blogging safely than being sorry later, of boring than sensational and of practical than unpredictable. Then again I do have useful data that noone seems to notice or take a hint. I will then refrain from pointing fingers or labeling others and will leave the juicy details buried within my blogs for the intelligence community to decode, decipher or decrypt because there are some sensitive readers that do not understand the nature of my blogging in the first place. Noone else outside the circle of strangers should have discovered my whereabouts.

But last night the second bomb (or truthful revelation) was by a kindred brat with the first one by another male brat who was a temporary worker at the place where I left last year around June 2006. That particular event was a personal wake up call (not just to me but for the other people as well) that all out honesty isn’t always the best policy.

And, yes, those with the lack of understanding (no matter how old the soul may be) would truly receive some hurt (a form of karma, really) and hopefully would not return great harm by making a big deal in light of when even the tiniest bit of truth is misconstrued or laid bare for the naked and unaided eyes of everyone to view publically.

I’ve painstakingly renamed some of the characters in my blog and there has to be a better way to get around the hundreds of pages that needs modifying. I may need to learn SQL and PHP to do a mass update of key words and names under WordPress.org, for example. But since my blog is free via WordPress. com, I would have to open up each post entry, modify the details and press the ‘Save’ button each time.

For those who have overlooked the disclaimer in this website: ‘All characters appearing in this work are fictitious. Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental’. So for the easily offended or nit wits, it’s too bad because there are higher levels that I will have to deal with in due time. Some of it is personal; some of it is for everyone else’s sake.

As y’all can see hardly anyone comments on my post entries because I’ve checked on the ‘Membership’ via Settings>General to ‘Users must be registered and logged in to comment’. This means ‘outsiders of WordPress.com’ cannot make stray comments.  I believe I’ve only received at least four comments over the course of two years. The rest of my comments are former versions of my original blog from Yahoo! 360 and Blogger and some additional stories.

There is also another vehicle for public ranting and outcry towards my weblog site and that tracking mechanism happens to be via my email at flynnsblogs [at] gmail [dot] com. But noone uses that except for spammers of male enhancement drugs and computer related support. I hate those types of emails and have to keep logging in to manually delete those even though they will be done automatically by the email provider.

Further, no amount of copyrighting could possibly prevent the robots or ‘real’ people from stealing content here. I viewed the [en.wordpress.forums.com] and learned that emailing the blogger to stop copying content is the first step. Then there is reporting the website as ’spam’ for any violators of the DMCA. The Askimet program helps the blogger to delete these annoyances once is while, too. The WordPress.com support is another place for reporting mature content, for example.

Anyway I think there are way too many opinions online from professional writers to amateur bloggers like myself. And if there is enough enforcement worldwide, then the freedom of speech will grind to a halt, ‘communism’ at best will take over the free will of people and the ‘truthiness’ will resort to keeping their mouths shut or be locked up in prison or silence in some other way, like a sniper’s bullet, which I have thankfully avoided due to my spiritual ‘clearance’ with these nice ‘aliens’. Damn y’all! I will continue ranting so beware! Hahaha!

Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

20080417-Resist Rant

I cannot resist the ranting and raving by blogging via WordPress.com. There is no stopping me now, notwithstanding the ‘disclaimer’ and ‘copyright’ located at the two bottom-most ‘text widget’. For almost two years, I’ve entered over one thousand post entries about my dirty laundry (with the usual twist or lessons at the end of each story) and may have to place the more sensitive subjects to private mode.

Y’all know who you are and there is no hiding the truth no matter how hurtful, opinionate, bias, prejudice my subjective interpretations on these topics may happen to be by those closest to me - family and not so much the ungrateful relatives and friends (whom I consider mostly acquaintances, nay, and strangers at best). So to play the game safe, I’ll have to force my honesty underground and reveal more juicy material only to trusted eyes regarding my point of views with a ‘password’ to access these ‘Private’ posts.

In the meantime, the freak weather continues. Around the time of April 11, 2008 when American Airlines grounded some of their aircrafts for some ‘inspections’, the weather was very hot for three days thereafter. Then the weather started to cool down (enough to warrant the heater to kick on at night) with some gray morning clouds giving way to some chemtrails laid directly over our home again! (I’ve taken photos of these chemtrails and posted those in my Flickr.com account).

Anyway, I am assuming that mysterious ’package’ sent from back east around April 3, 2008 was really received in the form of BEAUTIFUL weather with crispy blue skies, mild temperatures, sunny days and hopeful outlooks in life from supportive and loving parental units, understanding sibling brat and any good news from TPTB. I’ve been sending my heartfelt thoughts of gratitude and mental thanks to the dude et al (i.e. team orgonite), by the way.

I do recall telling my one and only chatter (via Windows Live Messenger) back in December 2007 that I would keep my blog clean. But I didn’t and got ‘caught’ but forgiven. (Haha! Touché!) I’ve got lots of insurmountable stress and frustration that needs to be unloaded (like crap) and shared with the whole world; for noone else, I feel is, trustworthy enough to lend a listening ear.

As a result, blogging has provided an outlet for practicing both my writing and web designing skills during my downtimes alone upstairs in the computer bedroom and while unemployed thanks to TPTB (sans ‘moi’, of course). I may pursue computer courses in CSS, HTML and other computer-related graphics design. It’s more fun than sitting as a cubicle slave (or rather a data entry clerk) in front of the computer all day. It’s a pain in the back or butt (with pun intended), really.

Copyright © 2008 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

20071228-Chatting Chumps

Argh! Okay, I’ve been invited to chat on yet a third messenger application. One is Yahoo! Messenger, the second is AOL Instant Messenger and now Windows Live Messenger! I cannot sit on my desk the whole day to find out what is up with people who either are interested in chatting with me or whatever the case may be.

So I’m online with one chatting application and see three ‘friends’ online. So far noone has initiated a simple ‘Hello’ or ‘Hi’ or ‘Greetings’. I feel so left by myself and with my thoughts. This means they are either too busy with their own lives and working to keep abreast without my concern or knowledge. It’s none of my business either.

Blogging is okay and allows me to express the same thoughts literally to the public and without any feedback or comments mostly. With chatting, however, the same thoughts are read and a conversation rolls with other people. Anything goes by chatting but within the agreement set forth by these darn terms, rules and guidelines.

Earlier this morning, a forum moderator from last year suddenly ‘peep’ his presence with a greeting. I was surprised he even remembered my old Yahoo! account and of course I reply using his name. We chatted a little and then signed off in a few minutes because my parental units were hollering from downstairs in their impatience to go shopping. He moved on with his life and I berated him for getting involved with a chic that is totally not his match.

I think I should be one of those advice columnist, a Counselor Troy from the ‘Star Trek: The Next Generation‘ series and let people know how to better handle simple situations in their lives by sharing my open and honest insights (as one of my other chatter describes). Actually, I’ve gotten only one positive response via one of my conspiracy forum posts and then she ‘fused’ with this other character in her life. I got lots of hugs from her as from the other dude VIA ONLINE.

This may be one of my purposes. Maybe I should look into a social service field. For now, I’ll be twiddling my thumbs until any sign of ‘good news’ happen to manifest soon. I’m really getting bored being an arm chair guru of all sorts, too.

Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

20071227-Forum Contributor

I love blogging but I equally enjoy contributing to this new conspiracy forum where people like me could express ourselves freely and for free. I have since been weaning myself away from two websites of ‘Shrimpsei’ because (as I mentioned in my previous blog) the sandbox got BORING. I’ve learned to move on and will try to ‘peep’ into his forums once in awhile. He’s cute, too. [Blushing.]

For example, I’ve seen people help each other from suggesting professional or medical help to religious or spiritual guidance. I, as my spider sense of a newbie’s keen observation, merely supported this one ‘troll’ in his need to rid his demon and his ultimate place among the indigo children. I am watching the ‘counter hits’ on this particular thread and noone posted after mine so far a few minutes ago. It’s showing around sixty-five hits in thirty minutes.

Anyway, the initial presentation of this ‘trolls’ situation was WAY TOO INCREDIBLE and this appears to be in cooperation with another forum topic, which I used as an external link in my reply to another member who ‘guessed’ that the OP is a troll. This is the kind of interaction by others and me that could make the world go round; not some stupid production of an alleged DEATH of a former PM of Pakistan today!

Once again (as I digress on this two for one post of mine), I was not excited about watching CNN present the blurry images of people getting hurt and what ‘really happened’ during the last moments of another peacemaker to a bunch of outdated monkeys who are nothing more than religious fanatics. I guess today was no ‘good news’ as I suspected. And tomorrow is no better than today as I continue to twiddle my thumbs and flap my broken wings.

Yes, the financial backers are the ones as mention in an interview by the first and former PM of an Islamic nation. I will not say more than what is the truth that the government is the ‘cow-tow’ to the every whims of merchants or businessmen. I will flog these sinners with my whip and cast them out of my temple. Oh, hark! Oops: I’m getting Biblical again.

Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

20071215-Posting Passion

OMG: I’m an addict to the internet, my new television! I’m especially passionate about posting. I made a second entry under second forum where people claim they are purple in color, which is indigo. I did well with my train of thoughts and in a few minutes I’ve typed out approximately 388 words. I only found a couple of grammatical errors that my spell checker from the word document didn’t catch.

A moderator from another forum where people gift and toss energy claimed that my color is either pink or green. My username for both the indigo and orgonite forums are quite similar. I’ve used the same username for the third forum of interest — the number one conspiracy website. My plan to is to browse the other wide variety of topics but this third one is too large.

So my fourth posting area is here at WordPress.com. This free site allows me to express myself freely. I love blogging, too. There is noone in the world that could keep me from being bored to death. As long as my fingers are nimble enough to process lots of my stray thoughts, I am happy as a little bump on a log. It’s almost 02:00AM and I’m feeling slightly sleepy. I believe I’ve not recovered from margaritas on Thursday night.

Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

20070812-Blogging Burnout

I burned myself out with blogging on a daily basis. I have neglected to record a week’s worth of ‘Daily Thoughts’, poetry has lost all meaning and my dream from this morning was about visiting my house in Antioch probably for the fourth of fifth time already. All experiences are fleeting and very difficult to record on the computer with mere words and in the ‘Ingrish’ language. If there is a perfect way to download all that I am in this current lifetime and life form, I wouldn’t be updating my entries this way.

In the past weeks, I’ve tried writing ‘editorials’ about current events with my usual sarcastic and cynical ‘expressed opinions’ and noticed more hits from search engines on those news-related articles than poetry. And I presumably know my blogs are being monitored because of my past entries, which were transferred from both my Blogger.com and Yahoo! 360 accounts. I have left my stinky smelly trails for the smarter agents (or groupies) to figure out on their own. Once again, I am novice writer trying to share some of my insights to anything possible.

I wanted to explore any possibilities imaginable with this ‘website’ and felt very limited to posting any nonsense I could enter for the sake of keeping myself busy during this jobless state after ‘leaving the company’ in June 2007 for whatever reasons known to only ‘specially treated’ people, who happen to know too much for their own good. I have decided to continue formatting the appearance of my free ‘website’ via WordPress.com with whatever free data I could find online.

Recently, I’ve discovered how to edit my CSS Stylesheet. I like the color blue and wanted to change the ‘background-image:url’ of the ‘body’ from the boring plain blue color of ‘bg.jpg’ to a nice clipart from Microsoft Office online. But in order to have this image linked properly, I had to go to an old post, ‘Edit Post’, ‘Upload’ this saved image from my computer and play around with the ‘background-repeat’. I did the same for the #header section, too.

Today, I learned a little how ‘padding’ and ‘margins’ works. I wanted the text to stop dropping down to the next line at ‘margin’ of zero. The floating box seemed to be in the way. So I played around with the #content sections from the CSS data of the originally selected theme prior to my purchase of a one year subscription (worth 15 credits). But I couldn’t figure out which was the floating box between the content of ‘h2′ and ‘h3′.

So I studied what ‘border-right’ meant and saw that indeed that was this very thin but ‘solid’ line located to the ‘right’ of this floating box. So I pasted the ‘border-right’ instruction from ‘h2′ into ‘h3′ and found out this was a section next to the title of each post. I thought this would fix the text from wrapping around the box but I was wrong. I later changed that to ‘border-left’, placed this back to ‘h2′ and now the floating box has two lines on either side instead of one to the right.

I still didn’t know what a floating box was, researched further and played around with the ‘margin’ and ‘padding’ some more until I found out that changing the bottom value for the ‘margin’ from ‘10px’ to ‘40px’ did the trick. This meant that I could add more ‘Categories’ up until the fourth line. With the fifth line, the text would begin at ‘margin’ zero again. And this pissed me off because the beginning of each post (either image or text) would be ‘pushed’ aside towards to an annoying sight somewhere in the middle instead of at ‘margin’ of zero. So I had to stay with ‘40px’ and no more than this value.

I think my contribution value to the blogging community is an endless endeavor. I am always hungry for any knowledge and would like to know everything and try anything at least once. I noticed over the weekend that the Ethericwarriors.com website has taken a new look with its prettier logo of pink and purple, which is kind of fruity but ‘groovy’ nonetheless. Oh my god: I am getting a disco era flashback with that shiny ball shimmering overhead and those platform shoes, polyester pants and awful hairdos! Take me away, now!

Anyway, I am extremely jealous with all sorts of amenities that I saw in this particular website that I’d like incorporated into my ‘website’ too, such as that nice ‘javascript:ShowHide’ for my sidebar menu. My poetry section has too many sub-categories that I’d like hidden, for example. I also want the layout to have a disclaimer section and my copyright section centered on the bottom next to ‘Powered by WordPress.com’ AND printable for every page. I’d like for the readers to click onto images in place of those boring hovering links, too.

Ah yes, I believe I am a creative nerd with the sensitivity of a stubborn, hairy monkey who is driven to perfection, only to meet with passionate rage if nothing ever goes her way (almost like a fiery, hot-headed goddess in the making). Perhaps instead of pursuing a career as a ‘bean eater’ (sorry, I meant a ‘bean counter’), I could be a computer programmer or a graphic designer, too! I love lots of color and filling the world with my version of love - mostly me. This means I could update my knowledge base by taking more ‘Computer Information Systems’ (or CIS) classes. Wow, I guess I am not finished with blogging after all.

Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

20070710-Review Submit

 RE: http://wordpress.com/blog/2007/07/10/submit-for-review/

Are there really Editors who have all the time in the world to ‘look’ at each contribution made by fellow bloggers via WordPress.com? How about the creative folks who like to rant with dark themes not normally suitable to folks under the age of eighteen (18)? Would these posts pass for publication regardless of content?

Maybe I read the following article ‘New WordPress.com Feature: Pending Review (http://markjaquith.wordpress.com/2007/06/16/new-wordpress-feature-pending-review/) too fast due to my impatient nature of having to read the many words despite the well summarized, easy-to-read paragraphs. And like the time required to read and write, waiting for the ‘Editors’ response to my posts would make me, well, rather anxious. And this is no fun.

I noticed there is this WordPress 2.3 and may have uploaded this application into my computer without ever using this process. Maybe this ‘Ready for Review’ does not apply to bloggers posting directly via their WordPress.com account.

When I blog, I usually press the ‘Publish’ button right away. This is convenient and less time-consuming after composing my thoughts offline and doing all sorts of proofreading as often as I’d like and prior to publishing. This helps me feel assured that I won’t ‘loose’ any of my masterpieces. Unfortunately, I find myself making more modifications towards perfection afterwards.

The ‘Save and Continue Editing’ button seems almost redundant since there is a ‘Save’ button immediately to the right of this one. I believe this button means the ‘Visual’ section remains open as the blogger continues entering their thoughts versus the ‘Save’ button. I should use this particular button more often for online posting.

The ‘Save’ button is annoying because there is this ‘Your Drafts: [followed by the title of the post or page]‘ that would appear. I would have to click on this link and actually review my work prior to publishing. For me, this feature adds an extra step that I could do without for now.

I suppose this is useful for those who do all their entries online without backing up into their local drives. There should be a one step process of saving automatically (which I already see as I blog) and deciding later which entries are to be made ‘Private’ or ‘Public’ at any time. This personalized feature could be part of the ‘Manage’ section, just like for ‘Categories’ but this is not possible for WordPress.com, right now.

I have more ideas but that would mean putting me on the payroll for any quality assurance endeavors. I strive for perfection but unfortunately my words are limited and my time is dedicated to blogging, as usual. All I could do is blog on and do not hope for my opinionated contributions to be held high on anyone’s pedestal.

Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

20070627-Shifting Gears

I believe I’m finished composing poetry for awhile because the art itself seems to require lots of specially chosen words to tie the title of the poem with the body of the poem.

I’ll go back to writing in long sentences and stringing my thoughts together in this fashion so that readers will get too bored to continue reading further than they have to in any one session.

Somehow I awoke myself at around 06:00AM instead of ‘Shiva-Paw’ waking me from upstairs with his courtesy knocks gently against the door or frame to my bedroom as a form of an alarm clock.

I would usually be up around between 02:00AM and 03:00AM until after three hours blogging online. But I have been so tired lately from eating too many food stuff and blogging late into the evening that I didn’t care to enter thoughts daily.

What has become a nice project to share with the whole world has become nothing more than another boring hobby. The hours spent in front of the computer has not allowed me the room to explore other areas of living life to the fullest.

Last night, I’ve read my horoscopes about my karma and how my past incarnations may have affected this current lifetime. Most of the sentences were on target and I seem to find that out after the fact.

For example, one item happens to be a falling out in a major path of my career. This so happens to be my recent separation from this large company. I am supposed to have been amused after reading this point but find myself rather complacent in the matter.

Another matter in the current news happens to be the resignation of an official from his lawmaking position as prime minister. His last day was on Wednesday, 27-June-2007.

(As a reminder to those who don’t know why I have the time to enter these many blogs recently, my last day from working was on Friday, 22-June-2007. There are some poems and blogs that describe my path to new endeavors).

Now I don’t know about perfect timing. And this recent news sure is supposed to be a good sign. I didn’t like reading how he addressed his closing statement to the public as per a news article online with his words of, ‘The End’.

As I mentioned in my previous blogs, the end is indeed meant for the TPTB, who continue to blind fold the people into believing that all is fine and dandy. Not all is meant to be smooth sailing and I should know.

This one of many surprises is yet another prime example of how lives are affected by ‘the powers that be’ upon those below — the underdogs, the hive workers, the taxpayers, the insane, the criminals and the innocent.

Yesterday, another innocent was rudely awakened to her reality that the world is not meant for her kinds. She realized (for her own sake and well being) that she needed to ignore her own relatives who blatantly lied about not having the time or effort to visit us.

She has also said less over the phone yesterday evening when ’Squirrel-Ling’ called. Each time she said her good-nights or good-byes three times; ‘Squirrel-Ling’ would interrupt with his nonsense and bragged about spending $1,000.00 on repairs and maintenance of his $5,000.00 bicycle.

I am not truly convinced by her words and will continue to observe her struggle to overcome this slow evolution. Though sad yet amusing, ‘Kali-Maw’ stuck her pink tongue out at me in a narrow and longer than normal way as the ancient pictures depict this goddess!

Shifting of one’s perspective in life is always a welcome as is separating from day time jobs (both the lawmaker as I mentioned and mine) to blogging from poetry meant for true artists and to regular creative writing to the best of my ability in the English language.

Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

20070619-Daily Thoughts

Tuesday was nice. I actually awoke 04:30AM. I cannot imagine waking up that early knowing that I could fall asleep at my desk later on at work (which I did not too much) but felt I had enough energy to get in front of the computer to do some work. The time went until I left for work at around 07:30AM. The day went well also as I sat at my desk relaxing and wondering what will happen next after having the one on one talk with the boss.

My ride home was tolerable and I almost got stuck at this busy intersection. I went to the right and onto the middle land and managed to get the farthest right where I normally feel comfortable. Besides my exit was to the right and lead onto one scenic road and another both of trees from business parks.  But before I got home, there were two police vehicles two my left.

I didn’t know they were there until I heard one jackboot turned on his speakers and told the pale driver with dark hair of a charcoal burned convertible to pull over to the right of the next intersection. A big paddy wagon scooted himself in front of me and I mentally flicked it off but gave a very sad smile. I was on the middle lane where I should be because my normal route is usually on the farthest right lane, which is only for carpooling. I stuck out my tongue not once but twice at the paddy wagon before exiting off to my drive along the road with trees.

Conversation was done by ‘Kali-Maw’ and how she described her visit to the doctors today. She was to take her insulin shot tomorrow morning, eat breakfast and then take her Prednisone. I kept instructing her to be very calm because of the steroidal effects of this killer medication, which is the last resort for helping her recover from any respiratory ailment.

Dinner was taken, dishes were washed, garbage was taken out (by me), rosary was said and parakeets were tucked in for the night. Both parents were already relaxing downstairs and watching their cable programs of mostly sensational newsworthy material that has become boring and analytical than ever. There are two programs that are political comedy. And that shakes up the mind set of serious viewers.

I was upstairs blogging heard fast cars and police drive by. Prior to 10:00PM, I heard sounds of ‘Squirrel-Ling’ and maybe ‘Win-Tea.’ I crept slowly upstairs to close the blinds and windows. And I sat still in my cushioned, plastic lawn chair for awhile and decided to continue blogging knowing that the twosome would not come upstairs uninvited. Then I heard the low rumbling of his Mustang zoom away and I went downstairs to see ‘Kali-Maw’ with red eyes. ‘Shiva-Paw’ was fixing the busted switch of the night light for the parakeets.

She had been crying after the twosome left apparently after her claims of telepathically sending her inquiries of anger, resentments, betrayals and hurt to him. The twosome had mysteriously visited and ‘Squirrel-Ling’ was reported to hug ‘Kali-Maw’.

They also brought over two sweet rice wrapped in banana leaves in the form of pyramids with three peanuts one the top.  We women ate and unfortunately the stubborn bull did not join us in a symbolic snack of unity the twosome’s peace offering.

I told ‘Kali-Maw’ that ‘Squirrel-Ling’ will be fine. And although the twosome ‘makes their own rules’ and don’t always conform to the normal protocols of behaving properly in front of us, I assured her that they mean no harm whatsoever. Her thoughts (and maybe in the form of her personal prayers to <Ahem!> ‘God’) was to make sure that if ‘Win-Tea’ is meant for ‘Squirrel-Ling,’ so be it.

We have already heard her prayers, dears. And my personal thoughts was for a Buddhist to stabilize the life and emotional state of this powerful Atlantean of no ill will. ‘Win-Tea’ happens to decorate her very bare yet clean house with lots of flowers (alive or inanimate) and to me that is acceptable. I won’t forget her proper ways of offering her salad with both hands to me and juice of pink lemonade from her refrigerator to an elder sister. This was during last Friday’s early dinner.

I believe blogging three days worth is enough for one evening. I have taken pictures of sylphs floating around our neighborhood this morning before leaving work and the clear blue skies with blue mistiness all around along with a favorable visit is more than auspicious. The day was a blessing, indeed.

Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

20070609-Daily Thoughts

Today’s events more than made up for last night’s unexpected joke from people around me. The foursome has not done much to make an impression upon me. All I learned was that people are basically annoying and are better off either married to further annoy each other instead of annoying me.

Perhaps that is another reason for not being married. The dynamics of being involved with the other half and the counterparts of family, relatives and friends are too much to handle for one person. A person is designed to be self serving as I have learned that noone would fully know oneself - meeting the wants, needs and expectations of the self.

I have learned that an extension of oneself is further expressed by sharing with others. Today, I wanted to get a foot massage from this reflexology place located inside this mall. All three of us arrived there at around 11:15AM. The place was lighted in yellow color with red hanging paper lanterns.

The sessions started nicely as we sat down - with ‘Kali-Maw’ to my right and to my left was a man and his woman to his left. We wanted the fifteen minute session but we were encouraged for the thirty minutes. After five minutes we had them pull in ‘Shiva-Paw’ who sat near the front entrance and front of the both of us.

‘Kali-Maw’ got a guy and I got a girl. We had to roll up our pants and our legs and foot got wiped down with paper towel sprayed with alcohol. We were comforted with a warm compress on our neck. And their normal procedure was to wrap the warm compress on the right foot first.

Then the massage began on our left foot. Overall, I did not feel too much pain but there were key points that pained me the most. The region was somewhere underneath and to the middle the ring toe towards the outside of the left foot.

The next painful ones where the outside boney area of the heal areas, which represented the coccyx. The inside of the calf muscle was especially painful as this was the point of the diabetes. She massaged my painful calves upwards back towards the heart, which was proper for any therapeutic sessions.

I would make facial expressions of pain and silently mouth the words ‘Ow! Ow! Ow!’ I didn’t mind the pain too much because this was my only chance to get blood back into my lower extremities. I really had to concentrate of breathing and relaxing. My parents were not kneaded as aggressively due their surgeries — ‘Shiva-Paw’ had his varicose veins straightened and ‘Kali-Maw’ has diabetes with surgery on the right knee.

They continued until two minutes prior to end of the session. They finished up by pressing our upper thighs and pounding our legs and calves some more.  I think the pounding is not so bad but my masseur was especially strong under the heal area and on the outside portion of the calve area.

They raised our legs above our hips and dropped those on the soft upholstery. After a sigh of relief, we were able to walk away merrily after paying a total of $84.00 and with $30.00 tips spread among the three. That is not too much after walking those many miles upon this planet. ‘Shiva-Paw’ took awhile to leave their place since he has this system of lacing up his shoe laces nicely and snuggly.

We walked half way back to the water foundation. Then ‘Shiva-Paw’ and I decided to speed up to complete one lap. I got my usual small order of a bee stinger drink. I like this one because of the bee pollen. My belief is to boost my immunity in this small way. I miss seeing the bees buzzing around but happen to see that fat, black bumble bee drinking from the miniature sweet pea tree under the patio of our backyard.

Later we found ‘Kali-Maw’ making her way around without much pain, which was originally her right hip area.  Then we exited and decided to eat a good meal at this small establishment. We debated on whether to go the fast food version where the price was too much for the small servings.

I ordered our first ever callos dish of beef tripe and beef tendon in garbanzo beans, chorizos and red pepper. This is similar to a dish called kare-kare. This was very good and we ate all three. ‘Kali-Maw’ ordered another callos to go at $12.45 and requested more sauce to be added since she loves drowning her rice with this tasty sauce. The other orders were those burnt egg rolls cut in half and an oriental salad for tonight.

It’s already 10:30PM and I am feeling hungry from trying to loose weight my not gorging on food that I love to eat. I know my round tummy is shrinking because ‘Kali-Maw’ noticed. This drastic reduction in food intake is another evolution for me after the scary feeling of getting dizzy after work last Thursday, 06/07/2007.

With my gradual workout of arm exercises and stretches at home and with the cutting of my long dark hair, I begin to feel lighter. However, neither my dizzy spells nor my bad cold, allergies or ‘flu-like’ symptoms has not subsided but maybe a little and not by much to make me feel happy.

Earlier this evening and prior to taking my long nap, I found time to take more pictures of sylphs around 19:00PM. There was a massive sylph formation from the compass direction of due north around 14:00PM. I’ve take those pictures and uploaded into my Flicker.com account and managed to create a link through my WordPress.com as well.

I came downstairs later on to find my parents watching a ‘Johnny Kamatis’ program on a public broadcasting station. They were selling his compact discs for $60.00. The guy is talented for the older timers but his is a truly a fruit with his presentation.

More arm exercises were done in front of the large mirror hanging over the fire place. I notice that I am wide overall but with a broad should for a curvy figure. Nothing hangs out beyond the bone and muscles structure; except my tummy and inner thighs. Everything else is tight but not my sagging breasts.

Surely, I make fun of people and provide all the juicy details of their embarrassing evolutions. I especially make fun of myself and my involvement with these people. I remember ‘Poop Shorts’ saying to me in the lobby after work, ‘You have chosen my parents well.’ This means this place is crawling with more blogging material - and this means people I know or strangers that I may never meet in person.

I believe I made this particular blog entry too long. I will have to make sure my train of thought is logically laid out and perhaps summarize instead of detailing every bit of data that could possible be made into writing. One of the greatest efforts is to make sense of my rants in an orderly fashion.

I think I’d better stop for now since I started rubbing my right ball and probably from feeling sleepy. The page of this document runs to two pages. My older blogs usually is one page. Good night and good morning to another blogging session from a small mind.

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