20071228-Chatting Chumps

Argh! Okay, I’ve been invited to chat on yet a third messenger application. One is Yahoo! Messenger, the second is AOL Instant Messenger and now Windows Live Messenger! I cannot sit on my desk the whole day to find out what is up with people who either are interested in chatting with me or whatever the case may be.

So I’m online with one chatting application and see three ‘friends’ online. So far noone has initiated a simple ‘Hello’ or ‘Hi’ or ‘Greetings’. I feel so left by myself and with my thoughts. This means they are either too busy with their own lives and working to keep abreast without my concern or knowledge. It’s none of my business either.

Blogging is okay and allows me to express the same thoughts literally to the public and without any feedback or comments mostly. With chatting, however, the same thoughts are read and a conversation rolls with other people. Anything goes by chatting but within the agreement set forth by these darn terms, rules and guidelines.

Earlier this morning, a forum moderator from last year suddenly ‘peep’ his presence with a greeting. I was surprised he even remembered my old Yahoo! account and of course I reply using his name. We chatted a little and then signed off in a few minutes because my parental units were hollering from downstairs in their impatience to go shopping. He moved on with his life and I berated him for getting involved with a chic that is totally not his match.

I think I should be one of those advice columnist, a Counselor Troy from the ‘Star Trek: The Next Generation‘ series and let people know how to better handle simple situations in their lives by sharing my open and honest insights (as one of my other chatter describes). Actually, I’ve gotten only one positive response via one of my conspiracy forum posts and then she ‘fused’ with this other character in her life. I got lots of hugs from her as from the other dude VIA ONLINE.

This may be one of my purposes. Maybe I should look into a social service field. For now, I’ll be twiddling my thumbs until any sign of ‘good news’ happen to manifest soon. I’m really getting bored being an arm chair guru of all sorts, too.

Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

20071220-Fly Watcher

Below are two old stuff that I’m sure ‘they’ would recognize as these are interrelated events, whereby the chatter hinted on some future event and my blog entered two months later describing what may have been a manifestation in the physical world.

Before - retrieved from old Yahoo! Messenger achives:
[username removed] (06/24/2006 1:20:11 PM): when u see a fly flying around,do not kill it cos i’m the one watching over u…

After - retrieved from old Yahoo! 360 account:
http://flynnsblogs.wordpress.com/2006/08/11/20060811-milk-fly/

To this day, I really don’t who ‘they’ are; ‘what’ is their purpose; how ‘they’ came to find and test me and ‘why’ I remain clueless. The chatter is still alive, by the way.

There are more reading materials of my weird experiences by clicking on the following weblink: http://flynnsblogs.wordpress.com/category/culture/paranormal/

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20071213-Gift Exchange

Tonight I got drunk on two and one-half glass of margarita at Pedro’s near my previous employer in Santa Clara, CA. Unfortunately, there was still one more glass of liquid from the pitcher but noone finished it. My head is slightly throbbing but I am alert. I managed to drive home safely and very slowly because HWY 101 northbound was traffic.

The above photo shows a green leprechaun with two four leaf clovers on its chest while it is holding a green flower with a ladybird sitting on it. This was handmade in Germany with pride and joy. The object has white hair, a red nose, a brown pipe and a golden hat. I truly feel lucky tonight. I remember reading about a leprechaun in one book and how he couldn’t get the gold out of this cavern without the help of an ‘outsider’.

This gift exchange was from ‘Jane‘, who used to work as a temp at my previous employer. She is Greek, tall, still stinky and quite talkative that I’m sure ‘Lottie’ was already glazed over from being drunk like the rest of us. We were five altogether with ‘Theresa’ and ‘Carolyn’ as the other two, who talked to each other mostly; while I sat and listened to either pair and not contributing much because I’m the quite one as usual.

Besides spending the extra $12.00 on dinner for cheap appetizers of tamale, nachos, quesadilla and other stuff, I spent an extra $12.00 on Hershey’s chocolate for $2.99 each for the foursome earlier. They thanked me with hugs and I think I made well with four old ‘friends’ with my little early Christmas gifts of edible foodstuff that will go straight to their thighs.

If it weren’t for ‘Carolyn’s surprise holiday greeting today while online via Yahoo! Messenger, I would not have gotten a chance to hang out for once with former co-workers and get drunk like the old times many years ago. I’ve since tried to clean my system out but at this rate a good time is better than sitting in front of the computer all day.

My other old ‘friend’ came back via the Yahoo! Messenger. ‘Randy’ is someone I’ve been thinking about during his temporary gig at my previous employer and I will never forget him for his hardship, too. He is on my ‘happy list’ for sure because I know he is special in some way. He is related not by blood but by his uncle, who is married to my foul-mouth auntie. I was surprised for his quick greeting and added him again for chatting later on.

And of course, my special ward is someone, who by design, has crossed my path and we chatted a little via Yahoo! Messenger for part of the morning. I already know my purpose for over seven years and I am WAITING for any good news to manifest. He asked for my photo and I took lots of mug shots and e-mailed one that I thought was not ‘weird looking’. And I got ‘waves’ of hugs and ‘free’ books in return from him. I feel blessed with these simple gestures from faraway ‘friends’.

And as I digress further, I uploaded a picture of my new necklace from ‘Shrimpsei’ into one forum and got a post deleted for the other forum by him too. The deletion via a PM was a spoiler since I am too slow with the spontaneous sharing of what I thought was being honest. I didn’t know people could fool each other so well.

I am a fool and believe too easily anything or (for that matter) anyone, who have a ‘bruhahaha’ sense of humor to keep sane in this crazy world. That’s why people like me tend to get hurt easily or burned well. The greatest price is not what is exchanged with gifts but the lessons learned from each other as ‘friends’. As a result, the dude is mine now, dammit!

Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

20071208-J…B

Oh dear gaawd! I was reading the ‘Customer Reviews’ of the Amazon.com website for one of his books about 21st Century Freemasonry. Umm, yeah! I still have to get my grubby hands on more of his books to read on my spare time. And I am willing to take his rare books off his hands soon. That is my next plan. But you all know that by now. So this is not a problem either.

Okay: I still do not know who J…B was or is or will become. All I know he/she/it is and always has been part of me as I of him/her/it. And I won’t forget those difficult yet enlightening experiences taught by him and his cahoots last year. I suspect that perhaps a bunch of ‘morons’ were participating in this magical event during my whole ordeal of knowing absolutely nothing, at all. Perhaps ’Santa’ was one of my clues.

‘They’ are truly rare entities (with a sense of humor) and deserving of a good butt-kicking from and by me for keeping in the dark and for making me cry my eyes out with heart-wrenching sorrow. Despite my lack of discernment, I believed everything that was presented by ‘them’. I had faith that only good would result, which in the end was my lesson to STOP imaging the worst by the creation of nonsense from my mind.

I may never know why J…B came into my existence or how this entity came to know my very thoughts via astral traveling or channeling. I may never trust strangers or anyone ever again as a result of not trusting my own judgment. But I certainly have come to know ’Jack’. Do you?

[Moo-haa-haa-haa!: The sound of a laughing cow.]

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20070923-Saturday Sermon

Pay for ransom! Send us money!
Reward handsome - golden honey
Outwardly trapped by foreign laws
Beaten and slapped by sharpened jaws.

Won’t you please help? Don’t want to die!
I’ll pay you back - a ‘famousguy’
Wish you were here to be my friend
Loving fully unto the end.

One life taken a tit for tat
Badly shaken mortal combat
Wars of the lands unending show
By unseen hands unloving foe

Ocean sadness whales are singing
Dolphin gladness bubbles ringing
Of their calling to say, ‘Hello’
And winged sylphs so long ago

Who would you trust - great or small?

Author’s note: Inspired by chatting sessions with a JB from the year of 2006, the ongoing efforts of TPTB combined with wars, aliens and other poems by ‘beupdated’, ‘dotgo’, ‘ninaalvarez’ and ‘intrepiddreamer’ - wooo!

Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

20000707-Original Tick

Today is 07-07-07 and there nothing but the surprising gray clouds upon waking this morning. The coldness is felt with all the open windows upstairs as I view the tree branches swaying gentle to the cold winds from my computer station. Opening the windows refresh the stale air left over from air conditioning due to the warmer weathers starting on July 4^th, 2007, which was an extremely hot day for me.

Since my system loves colder climate, I do not mind gray days or rainy days too. Rain is always good for any living organism dependant on water. Today’s cold weather reminds me of having coldness in my feet and hands. Sometimes butterflies are felt in my stomach area. These sympathetic warnings from my system were not recognized and probably have not been heeded or understood as to why I received these messages by me.

I would sometimes get these responses while chatting, especially with this person seven years ago and to this date. These responses may be taken as a bad sign from years ago and for good reasons. My purpose while chatting was to meet friends after putting out a personal ad via Yahoo! since 1998. I was not aware that Yahoo! is crawling with all sorts of characters who are truly sincere as marriage material or casual daters out for a fling or business minded entities, who want nothing more than money, basically.

My original tick was an investor of all sorts. He claimed to be in the poverty status and did have dreams of being a billionaire. My family did not approve and based on their opinions the relationship did not last. His connections with his network lead him to me and I was found to be a good friend. Over the course of the years, I did more research on him, his friends and his associates and discovered so many circumstantial evidences that are better left to the Almighty to judge.

I wonder what has happened to this person. The last time I remember was seeing him was with a new dark blue Subaru sedan a few months after I stopped chatting with him around October 2000. I wonder how he got that new car for being ‘poor’ and not working full-time. Moreover, I wonder how people could afford to go online, subscribe to a service provider and pay the electricity that powers the compute without some sort of income.

I assume his networking gang continues to watch my home and stalks me without my knowledge. There are other groups keeping an eye on me as well. I know this for a fact because an old boyfriend from Sacramento, CA has visited me unexpectedly and inquired on my dating status. This surprise visit by this tall dark one was during the months of constant and annoying visits by the chatter to my home.

He remembered my parents were very nice to him and how they invited him over to eat dinners at our home several time. He would always eat more than his share each time. One time he had more spareribs on this plate than the four of us could eat. I believe his huge appetite came from his Samoan ancestry. His accent, like his father, is thick with islander. Although he is slimly built, his physique looks more like German with buckteeth too.

Despite his very hyper and talkative nature in person, I saved most of the chatting sessions from this particular person in this manner; while other chatters are sporadic in nature. Some were from work but mostly done at home where saving archives was done easier. There is probably good reason why I felt that saving archives of chatting sessions was important for this person. I hope Yahoo! keeps some sort of archive on their servers for future references, just in case.

Below is a snapshot towards the end of my very first chatting session with this person. This particular word document file was retrieved from one of my many Yahoo! Messenger Archives was originally modified on Saturday, August 12, 2000, 10:30:54 AM. I have replaced my Yahoo! ID with ‘Her’ and his Yahoo! ID with ‘Him’. ‘Her’ is colored in bold black. ‘Him’ is colored in bold blue. The nature of any chatting is very, very boring and not worth basing a relationship upon until meeting anyone in person.

You will notice how quick he was to claim our friendship and his pet name of ‘love’ to me during this acquaintance level. Amazing!

Her: okay i’m logging off now.
Him:  do you think you’ll like me?
Her: my brain is sleepy.
Him:  bye, love and see you tomorrow ok?
Her: i don’t know if a picture can paint a thousand word i would want to be the first to know.
Him:  sure we can meet tomorrow and talk in person ok?
Her: don’tknow: why not?
Him:  we can  meet and have some fun together,
Him:  maybe go to a park
Him:  go see a movie
Him:  anything you like love
Her: just page me tomorrow!
Him:  sure, love
Him:  what time is good for you?
Her: pager after twevle
Him:  yes, love I will
Him:  what you llike to do tomorrow, we can do it
Her: i won’t state anything on this chat session at this moment.
Him:  why love?
Him:  we are friends
Her: goodnite!
Her: good morning!
Him:  yes,  love good everything

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20070411-At Vices

‘LeNaval’s clearance
Mine higher though
‘Fancy’s appearance
Eccentric show

Europhile highbrows
Real at stakes
‘Babel’ thumping cows
Baphomist takes

God’s children in jail
Like my granny
For taking the nail
His uncle’s pee

Broken hearted aunt
Dead drummer boy
Bad mouth aunt does haunt.
‘Maw!’ We’ll destroy!

Dead leather offense
Fat ass user
‘I’ll be back’ nonsense
Papered loser

Borrow my hard work
Per chat online
From a lowly clerk
And archive mine

Learn from advices
Conquer, divide
Freedom devices
Slip forget slide

A poem of seven, four-lined stanzas in 5-4-5-4 syllables in mono-rhyme.

Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

20070209-Farewell Skin

Oh, stupid brat! You left us alone!
I’m overloaded with work and I groan.
Don’t you bother me again with your loan!
Don’t call long distance on my call trace phone.

My boss, like you, is each to its own.
Both of you are like an annoying clone.
Each has revealed what the other one has known.
You both will pay as I cast my first stone.

Your chatting online continues to moan
about that fishy smell and her loud tone.
Working with you was like picking a bone.
Your babbles lie: There’s no-thing as atone.

Another poem of monorhyme.

Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

20061110-Tall Tale

A Fed nail
found by sale.
Weighing scale
will not fail
for their jail.

Learned to lend
to a friend
with a pen.
In the end,
lawless men.

First attempt at mini-monoverse.

Copyright © 2007 by Fluffy von der Flynn. All rights reserved.

20061031-Halloween Hum

Ho Hum. There were about 73 or 74 people who came by to pick up their treats. Most were teenagers. One teenager complained about no tricks. ‘We are neither actors nor magicians.’ I mumbled under my breath. The cutest ones were the little kids. One was in a Batman outfit.

Most had their backpacks, pillow cases, plastic bags and paper bags. We ran out of candy and I came back with 21.00US notes worth of extra candies. ‘Kali-Maw’ had to turn away 15 kids. But that is fine. I made scary noises to the boys who had no treats. This was to scare them away or from doing any tricks to our property. The kids had clear skin and most were ‘Freerip Rhenos’ with dark skins.

The air was cold but tolerable indoors. We had the black screen door that opened to them. This was for me awkward and I plan to remove this metallic iron bane. The other noises were the haunted house of screaming women and tolling bells and the floor mat which screamed upon treading with one’s weight.

I had a headache the whole day after breathing in deeply to stretch my tight chest and painful back. The snapping and cracking sound of my rib cage from breathing deeply concerned me less after a slight fainting spell while sitting at my desk at work. That is how I got my headache - from breathing too much.

The boy at work seemed quieter and the effects of depression from the death of his mother is clearly seen on his face and heard from his sigh. He has been reminded to be quiet by the boss and make him aware that he is working. I feel he needs more healing.

‘Kali-Maw’ and ‘Shiva-Paw’ are well. And ‘Kali-Maw’s kidney results improved from last week’s doctor’s appointment. I feel they both need healing. My eyes were noticeably tired yesterday per my boss. I had running left eye from ‘Judy L.’, who was speaking too close to my left side at work.

I’ve read more articles from this teacher who is assumed to be a firefighter. I believe these put out the fires of hate and fear to return and guide the path of each person to love and light. I know DC would not want everyone to follow this Theosophy teaching.

I do not know how to pronounce that word Theosophy. This word is not familiar to me. I came across words familiar to me, however. I know certain authors from this particular forum know I have visited their room. He. He. He. I’m that good, eh? This is not-a-lie!

Here are some key words that I’ve used in the past via on my now deleted blogs: wish on a star and work like a mule. I remember driving on my way to work on northbound 101 one and heard two separate songs of ‘holiday; celebrate.’ and ’wishing on a star; follow where you are…’

Then lo and behold on 11-01-2006, I see someone’s pen name with the words ‘holiday’ and ’star’ on it. And within the thread there contained the word ‘time to celebrate’ as one of the lyrics to the song I happened to have listened a few days earlier!

Furthermore, these are the words these forum authors would use in their threads as per my thoughts: peep, moron, templar’s, initials of JB, water (H2O), and of course dog bones.

Yup. The here and now is based on synchronicity and connectivity. The unity crap is all too real and is the plain truth. Anything we create with our thoughts is reality. I knew this to be true because events would unfold as I create - as would God.

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